I still can't believe I performed this song in class all by myself yesterday. I thought we were all dancing to the song and I was intensely doing my cat walk, cat crawl, cowgirl, lady and lazy bunny. What does that mean?!? I was rolling on the floor, kicking my legs up in the air, rolling my hips, spinning--well trying to spin--on the pole and everyone was watching...ME! One girl hit her leg so hard she couldn't move and the other girl forgot the routine so it was just me. I was so into it I didn't even notice until it was over! The instructor loved it when I asked, "was it just me?". I imagine it being one of those movie moments where the film was rolling and it was just me. Okay, okay, it got to my head! lol
Really though. It was a breakthrough, the entire time I danced I felt confident, sensual, womanly but most of all I felt comfortable in my body. No matter the size not matter the pounds for that instant I was just being openly and lovingly me. A feeling I hadn't had for years! I can say I love pole as my form of fitness. It motivates me to work out during the week and has made me, oh so very comfortable with myself. <smile>
